Saturday, September 29, 2007

Friends - An important Instrument for me to be what i am!

Even though we had pretty tight shedules....i had to just find friends in the place were i am supposed to be for 2 more years! and staying mumb and silent was not the way i am supposed to be..! For the time being i just made a few friends ...whom i just cant forget in my life! Our ratios were 90:10.
In such HUGE world ..God could only pick a handful of girls and sent them to MSIT ??? This was the question I always used to ask God !The starting days of MSIT were really bad for me ..coz i never hand any one with with i could just pour my feelings to!
I never felt bad or sad of going to college or school ... but .. this time i was really feeling too lonely ... but every day .. there was a new hope which pushed through .....
The hope that kept building my faith ..helped me in finding good friends...
We used to make it a point to hunt for the "best - unhygenic pani puri bandi".And we found one such ...where we used to go even it was pretty late for us in the night!
We used to enjoy a lot .... one such memorable friend is "shravs".. who was real fun to be with!She was an angel... but dont know why...she is not with us..probably God wanted her to be in a better place that this course... We still miss her prescence a lot... And pray that she does well in her MBA program!
The list of friends just keeps on growing dynamically and I hope that i would surely write about them in my coming blogs!
Now I feel that friends are not best of your life....they a part and parcel of life ..and when they are not..life becomes too tawdry

SURVIVAL OF THE FITTEST !!

well...... an unexpected journey....what to say!!! Cant decide whether its an unfortunate one or a fortunate time to explore myself ???? Time just passed away ...i dint even think of what "time" would gift me!
Life's turning point came when i just started off...reading an article ..and suddenly an emotional statement from my father ... to continue my higher studies ! Well, actually that was my plan ....to do MS ...and in slip of toungue , I said.. either i'll do MS in US or MS in Hyd'bad..
Gossssh!!!...
This was the time when I was handed a newspaper....which said...MSIT in hyderbad....[this was a thrilling news for my parents ,but not for me]..I never thought that in my absent-mindedness ,the words that i speak will turn out to be true!!
here was hell lotta fight and fears within me! I just could not understand what was going on!
Enrollment for the admission process :
Life turned to be very crucial this time ..no turning point from the clutches of struggle! Everthing went out smoothly... And when the time came for me to appear for the exam... i was pretty sure that if i get thou' this ..ill have to continue with it! And after all...its a known fact that we never read ....till the d-day of the exam! .. i scored pretty good marks in the online exam.. (those were the marks i thought ill get !.. i was damn sure about the marks) but never expected that ill get into the next round...
Well..lemme tell .. there were atually 3 stages for a student to get into this particular course...the first one was ..based on verbal,non verbal,reasoning and aptitude.. the second round was reg. language skills..and was almost in the pattern of toefl exam ..the third was a preperatory course which if a student clears then ..he can do the mains for further details ...check this out www.msitprogram.net !
I cleared all the two rounds ...and was ready for the last round ...the prep course!
I never thought ,ill enter into a course where all through my time i need to just sit in front of the system..and...complete the work that was assigned..(well ..that is mostly done in the software companies...but still...being a fun-loving gal..i wished i were a bit more time for enjoyment) ...
Those were the hetic two months where we just were strained a lot!..we had to get adjusted to the timings...(from morning 9 to night 8....plz dont get panic)...and then ..trying to adjust to the environment was a bit tough ...For the first time in my life i was seeing a huge crowd coming from various places of Andhra. I hadn't seen such vast diversification ..
We had to manage our timings...submit our daily tasks ....travel in hetic traffic....and what not.... everything was kinnda fun here and at the same time... we were being tested ..whether we were capable of the coming program!
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