The broken Love

I went away
When she said
to forget what we were

I left her alone
when she sobbed and said
Leave me for I know not
What would lead us together

I longed for her
Even when she said
Dont try to think
about Us

I called her
she slammed the fone
And said, Dont call!!

I waited for her
To come back
and Say, everything is Alright
But ; could not bear her say,
Everything has gone by!!



I had no idea of writing such poems but, i could not stop to express how it could have been when a friend of mine was carried away and then left alone. This is purely in no intent of criticizing anyone... they are just feelings, which have been jotted down,

Mystique Sky !

The sinking sun
Calls for delight
the mystique moon
Leaves the pain behind

The skies above
Let the stars
Shine so Bright
when every being
is lit with delight

The shimmer of the stars above
Leads the night to love
with the mist to adore
and the sun to be put to snore

Man below, wonders
At the nite sky's romance

One Glimpse !

I look back and see
The mirage
which was left
For Quite sometime

I see th glimpse
Of your happiness
Pondering over the cause
and leaving unknow thoughts

Oft, we had ,
spent time in the land
Where we'd found
Only serinity..

Way back then
When there wasnt any offence
the fun we had...
and now its just
One glimpse.

Another Road

Another road I tread,
where life has a newly added
Some new feelings
which cant be explained yet


For what we need now,
may not be what we want
But, yet we know that
Its some unknown road
which every one had once tread.

Life's bliss is
For what we havnt received yet;
But managed to be happy
when we havent got any !

Lets hope that while we journey
All the unknow path
Which others have already left their mark
To, follow and lead...
For Happiness we breed !!

Heaps and Tons !

Heaps of butter and spoons of sugar,
Made bread like the cake...

Heaps of love and spoons of care,
Made gave me a chance to live again !!

Tons of laughter and miles of smile..
Made the day happy and gay,
Tons of joy and miles of journey
Made life to be relived everyday !!

Songs of birds and they chirping again..
Made me to wander in the nature..
The flowers swaying away,
Made me more into you !!

Heaps of love..
Tons of care..
From the one you love,
Makes moments special Aways!!

My Saviour

My Savior of life,
In thy boat I stand..
Lead me in path of Life..

You gave up your life
To the sinners like me,
You purchased us with the precious price
And never wish for anything
More than our Life..

Be the potter of my Life..
Make me a vessel
Worthy to praise You alone
Give me the grace
To choose You alone

Let my life shine before men
That they might see your countenance
And glorify you till the End  !!

Who called it LOVE ??

Let me mix and match the colors of life..
Let me try to catch the moments of sand..
Let me cry to the beauty of nature...
Let me hold the hand in thine..

Let the waters flow in the dry dams,
Let the flowers bloom all the seasons..
Let the bees collect the nectar and aroma..
Let the birds sing to you the song..

Let me once capture you in the frame..
Let me try to play with your names..
There hasnt anyone on the Earth Seen you
But all have heard your fame..

They try to give you names..
And say that its called "BEING IN LOVE"
But -
There seems to make a change in your being
As, someone else has taken your place..

I knew the path of your virtue,
I've heard the deeds and your fame..
I let it flow like a river beyond,
And hoped to see the change..

I wished that you could be living-being
Or an emotion which I could see..
I know not , who named you "Love"
But you are the mix of all pure deeds...
I know not who said - "That's called Love"
But I wondered and gazed ,
I know that you cant take the form of a being,
Then Why you were called Love?

I need a reason for your name,
Coz everyone has the same..
Let me get engrossed in you
And then I'll Entitle you

I found this feeling or abstract ..
Or whatever you call,
Of late I met someone so true..
I forgot your name
or your being
and then thought its you

I could not capture the feelings
I could hold you back...
Lo ! when you came into my Life
You were always full of smile...

I never wanted to miss you
And I said "I do"
You asked me for a prayer,
And I said
"For-ever and Ever" !!

Our date!!

Walking down the lonely roads
In the city of Magarpatta..
We took a strole and walked
Past the shopping malls..

The night seemed so serene
and the peaceful breeze made me swing
The hush hush  sound from the leaves
made our date pure..

Under the care of nature
under the skies so blue
We waited on
And saw nothing was new

The stars were shimmering in the sky
And we were still walking by
No noise or din
were we could sway and sing

I wished that the night paused
Under the skies and stars
When I could hear your whispers
The running thoughts on your mind

We stayed there for long
Undisturbed and unanswered
Just gazing at each other
ending into one another

Hope we could do this again
To relive our memories down the lane
When you come early
and i wait for you near the gate

Life as we saw that day
Was just a pause without a button to play
As we celebrated our love this day
Hope we could live our date !!

For you !!

Geared up to write for you
Juggling between words a few...
Casting all the moments of life...
I wish i could choose among a few..
Waiting for an answer to crop..
all the days which had be naught..
Love you for all the things.. cos , I am
Hopelessly romantic again...

you think... its me... yes! Its true !

When you look at yourself in the mirror,
You see a mirage of me
When you held your hands together
You see my hand with thee..
When you try to cry ,
You'll see a tear in my eye..
when you laugh , smile and giggle...
I'll be in paradise..
When you wake up in the morning,
You'll see heaven so true..
When you are crossing the streets
I would fly with you
when You think of a thought,
I'd be your memory..
When you love someone true...
It will obviously be me...

Untold thoughts...

I was thinking of one chance..
Where no one could ever find us
Where only U and I could be forever
Where our world would be a paradise..
There would be not a place... like Us...together...

I though of one word
which could describe you
And then I pondered..
You could never be completed without Me...

I hopped and leaped
To places far....
I searched throughout
and never met
the feeling which I could get..
When you are with me..

I Let a word,
that is dear to me
but never thought
that it would be..
so untaimed and unsaid..
but could not make it forget..

I clinged on you,
Like a dear one...
and you pecked on my cheek
and held me tight...
You huged and cajoled...
you made me whole...
Like the rain to the earth...
You smelt that nice...

I miss you a lot..
hope you'd know..
how life would be...without you being with me...

Added love to you !!

You needed time with me,
you held my hands tightly...
you made me wander in your thoughts
and sent away the time for a break

You gazed at my eyes
and fell for my smile...
never understood, I , the though of crime,
coz , I was killing you each moment
like one who falling down from sky..

You came upto me and said,
"Pretty Lady, could we wed"
and let out the sparkling ring,
which was supposed to be the link.

I made myself clear,
that I wouldnt let one tear,
from my eye , before I part ,
From the ones whom I loved....

You were willing to hold my hand
and kept murmuring to yourself,
"I do ,I do..."
and then we came out
Wedded Happily ever !!

Now comes the time ,
To live life with words and deeds,
to abide by the promises kept..
and let each one know their steps..

Of all , I say,
Fair Prince you'd be mine..
even though we travel across the desert
I know that you'll take me through
ever pain and pleasure..
I'd love to say,
I am thine forever
And nothing can be more dearer...
Love  casteth its spell
and the cupid's arrow has dwelt..
somewhere in the past...
But Love is You ...in My Life...
and this I added as my ingredient of life !

A million dollar and its nothing more than SMILE ;)

At times the wind blows and we sway in different directions...

At times when we need feeling of being away!!

Smile a while when we are in pain..

Smile a while and the world it at your way!!

Memories help to smile...

Sad moments make us laugh...

Life is full of happiness

Only if we smile...

Smile for yourself .. coz only you can make ur self happy!!

"It" - a feeling

It was this which started falling and crying

For someone who has been rejected and cast away

Life was everything  for it...

And it just kept moving from one place to another,

Many of them had not given time 

Neither has taken time to understand...

And so was this feeling,

Among two of them ...

One was always busy and exhausted in life,

And never had time 

Where the other craved and longed for being together.

Time just passed ...

Unknown and unheard...

Both of them just lived by...

One always said .. and the other always heard...

One always wanted the other to be happy but the other never expressed,

One always poured out .. but the other always silent...

One day .. there was contamination of it

which always wanted to flow,

But was never given a chance among them both.

it was love  which bonded them , but the other always tried to ignore this feeling.

Love was rejected,

Bittered and poisened...

It flowed as pain ....

But still pain could not hold the poison.. beacuse ...t'was love that lived in her life .

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It is not wrong to love... love only flows because it needs life..

If you hold love in life ... it becomes unheard and unreached to others...

Let love always flow.. like the river

Because It will only bring in more and more love..

End of year !

As this year ends ... in the wee hours of sleep and calm,

There's a sweet small way to bring and gather 

All that we have harvested and reaped.

The most wonderful days 

Which God has given

And has bestowed upon me..

His Blessings which 

I'd like to thank Him ... for all he has given me.

All our days are numbered and counted...

We live like the grass which withers away

but even then ,

He shows his concern and protects us 

From all perils of the world 

His mercies extend to every corner of our life

He dwells in us - the unrighteous.

He guides us .. and shows us the path - even though we are blind

He loves us with unconditional love... even though we forsake Him

He is Ominipotent and still we forget ...

Deep down my heart...

There's only one word,

Thank you My Dear Lord...

For every best thing 

that you've given me

In a SMALL BUNDLE CALLED LIFE..

~~ Angie ~~

For Life... I preserve !

For all that you'd wished

For all the times that left 

An un-fulfilled dream ,

For all things you listed out 

To keep cherishing them 

All through your life...

I preserve all those ..... 

For my Life as your memory !

For all the wonderful moments 

That you missed to enjoy,

For all the blunders 

That made you wonder ; 

and kept you in awe !

All those I capture 

and preserve it in My life..

For the times that

I never was there with you...

For the times when you cried and 

Wished me to stay by you....

For all those moments which were unfinished !

I remain in those incomplete moments

Where You'd never want me to be

and would still stay in those borken glass pieces

Which would make me shine in your life..

All these I preserve .. 

For my life !

~~Angie~~

~~! Memories ! ~~

Memories are truly treasured ones's
And there no reasons to get away from it
Life has filled pages with history and memories...
I leave the good ones for u ..
And all of them are treasured for me...
I hold them close to heart
i sob and smile
But still they
flicker....
like shining stars
in my day light!

I really ...Miss my frd.

~Angie

No lines left.. if i were away from you..

Thinking of those wonderful days when we had be near

no sorrow ,no fear...no shedding of a silent tear...

no measure of slightest pain that would make us unhappy...dear...

Life seems to be tought and tough ,

As we keep geeting down the years...

There's so much to learn

But no time to spare

For:

A moment that is delightly shared....

No roses , no grass

but only thorns in the path of life

for which we need to strive

to make the path in life

where:

The meadows be green

and the air so clean

The flowers will bloom

And,so life will bloom.......

Cheer up! for every thing

Cheer up ! for being so far..

cheer up !

'cause if we had been near

There wouldn't be these lines for you .....with my dear..

~Angie
[written when i was away from home]

When Life gives another chance...

Would i ever be as I am ?

When people all around you...

Pin-point for you're stupidity,

Would I never sob a silent sigh? 

When small things make my life happy and gay.....

Would i ever complaint 

For those severe bad times that made me gloomy and mad ?

When I turn around to see ,

Who's with me....

In my path of Life..

Would i ever see You , 

Who promised me

To Stand all thorugh my life ?

Will i never see you 

Again - With the same smile on your face -

Which would make me leap in joy ?

Can I still count on those times,

When you'd said 

"I'll be there !" 

And never turn repiled back ,

When i needed you the most !

Can I still hope to 

keep waiting for your're call all nite long..

And end up ...

Having sleepless nites for the brand new day?

Why do I still hope

For the unsaid things and 

Unheard voice ,

which only hurts and 

makes my soul yell in pain ?

I'd never made you feel that I am stranger in your life

But yet - 

I get back the same:

Why dont life make things easy -

Instead of making it UNPREDICTABLE !

~Angie ~

Zindigi ..kis ka naam hain ?

Kuch lamhe zindigi badal deeti hain..
Aur kuch dost bana deti hain..
Jitna hum kisi ko chahate hain
kuch lamhe saath nahi dete,
jo lamhe beeth jaathe hain...
woh ek yaad ban jaati hain ...
Aur baki ko hum "zindigi" ka naaam dete hain !!



~~ Angie ~~