December ............................ rings its bells ....

This was the year were i have learnt a lot of things in my life.... I always presumed that life is easy .... and we will some how reach the finishing line ... but there were lot of things that i learnt in this year .
Till the month of "May" i was satisfied with my engineering and things went went , (though i was not placed at that time ) , I knew that there was some good thing in preserve for me and i believed that "MY GOD SHALL SUPPLY ALL MY NEEDS ACCORDING TO HIS RICHES IN GLORY " and i waited paitently.Then , i had to tread on a different path , a path were only i had to travel along leaving behind mother's care , brother's company ,father's love and grand mother's pampering. This was an unexpected journey that has made me what I am today. If I peep into my past i would be glad to see how i really cherished each and every moment of my life ..... and now all those memories come up , live and always encouraging me to move ahead what ever be the circumstances .I feel that i am too lucky and God loves me so much that , he took a lot of time in making me and my future , HE has given the bundle of joy, peace,satisfaction and success in a bundle called LIFE.

Even though i am away from home , God was with me throughout my life's journey ... and has blessed me abundantly .
This year was a joy for me , and it will remain as a memeory in my life .. God has blessed me greatly and is guiding me in all my endevrous. His mercy is abundant every one. He has given me good friends who really are of great help and encouragement. I thank you all guys.
I was truely blessed with your friendship .....
Wish every one good luck for the coming year , And MAY GOD ALMIGHTY OPEN THE WINDOWS OF HEAVEN AND POUR OUT HIS RICHEST BLESSINGS ON EVRY ONE.
Love you all,
HAPPY NEW YEAR TO YOU ALL

......................Cool lyrics !!!

this is one of my fav's

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Nothing's Gonna Change My Love For You Lyrics




Everything I Do Lyrics





That's The Way It Is Lyrics

ALL ABOUT COLOURS!!!

Once upon a time the colors of the world started to quarrel.All claimed that they were the best.The most important.The most useful.The favorite.

Green said:"Clearly I am the most important. I am the sign of life and of hope. I was chosen for grass, trees and leaves. Without me, all animals would die. Look over the countryside and you will see that I am in the majority."

Blue interrupted:"You only think about the earth, but consider the sky and the sea. It is the water that is the basis of life and drawn up by the clouds from the deep sea. The sky gives space and peace and serenity. Without my peace, you would all be nothing."

Yellow chuckled:"You are all so serious. I bring laughter, gaiety, and warmth into the world. The sun is yellow, the moon is yellow, the stars are yellow. Every time you look at a sunflower, the whole world starts to smile. Without me there would be no fun."

Orange started next to blow her trumpet:"I am the color of health and strength. I may be scarce, but I am precious for I serve the needs of human life. I carry the most important vitamins. Think of carrots, pumpkins, oranges, mangoes, and papayas. I don't hang around all the time, but when I fill the sky at sunrise or sunset, my beauty is so striking that no one gives another thought to any of you."

Red could stand it no longer he shouted out:"I am the ruler of all of you. I am blood - life's blood! I am the color of danger and of bravery. I am willing to fight for a cause. I bring fire into the blood. Without me, the earth would be as empty as the moon. I am the color of passion and of love, the red rose, the poinsettia and the poppy."

Purple rose up to his full height:He was very tall and spoke with great pomp: "I am the color of royalty and power. Kings, chiefs, and bishops have always chosen me for I am the sign of authority and wisdom. People do not question me! They listen and obey."

Finally Indigo spoke, much more quietly than all the others, but with just as much determination: "Think of me. I am the color of silence. You hardly notice me, but without me you all become superficial. I represent thought and reflection, twilight and deep water. You need me for balance and contrast, for prayer and inner peace."

And so the colors went on boasting, each convinced of his or her own superiority. Their quarreling became louder and louder. Suddenly there was a startling flash of bright lightening thunder rolled and boomed. Rain started to pour down relentlessly. The colors crouched down in fear, drawing close to one another for comfort.

In the midst of the clamor, rain began to speak:"You foolish colors, fighting amongst yourselves, each trying to dominate the rest. Don't you know that you were each made for a special purpose, unique and different? Join hands with one another and come to me."
Doing as they were told, the colors united and joined hands.

The rain continued:"From now on, when it rains, each of you will stretch across the sky in a great bow of color as a reminder that you can all live in peace. The Rainbow is a sign of hope for tomorrow." And so, whenever a good rain washes the world, and a Rainbow appears in the sky, let us remember to appreciate one another.

Some Good moments !!!!

The Story Of Your Life

Don’t say you’re not important,
It simply isn’t true,
The fact that you were born,
Is proof, God has a plan for you.

The path may seem unclear right now,
But one day you will see,
That all that came before,
Was truly meant to be.

God wrote the book that is your life,
That’s all you need to know.
Each day that you are living,
Was written long ago.

God only writes best sellers,
So be proud of who you are,
Your character is important,
In this book you are the Star.

Enjoy the novel as it reads,
It will stand throughout the ages,
Savor each chapter as you go,
Taking time to turn the pages.

To write something unusual .... In BTech!!!

This is an exclusive edition about Angie.........
I guess...you might be thinking as to why I am writing about my self.... Well I wanted to just see how I enjoyed my BTech with all you guys @ BRECW

First day in BRECW......

The very first day in BTech was like .... as though I have come to a place where I dont belong... hmmm.... I studied all through my schooling and Inter in a Co-ed place , and Here I end up bounded in the four walls of BRECW where I am supposed to stay only with girls with 4 long years...huh ! ... That was disgusting .... Common .... And Staying in a girls ground for 4 yrs was ....counting stars in the day light ..... Some how I gathered courage and tried to check out how things would go for me. After that ..the next thing that I did was ... Choose an EXCUSIVE PLACE TO SIT .... WHICH WAS THE LAST BUT ONE BENCH .... hmmmmm this was a cool place to stay away from the eyes of the lecturers.... (even that was in vain !)....
The first I befriended was .. KREETHI .... (too awesome.... girl )...
And slowly as days passed by... I met poo,kranthi(our CR ),vasu ,neehu ....etc..
Because of my beutiful voice I was being clearly pin-pointed by every body ... not excluding even our HOD and other lecturers .... and so ..every one came to know who Angelina was....! .. Till my first year .. I was being called as Angelina only.... But, one fine day a friend of mine started calling me out "Angie" ... And so, the world started calling me angie.... and now I am so habituated that I only respond to that name............

.....Last bench ........always...Angie's sits there.....and beside me all my friends sit together....joining all the benches together......

Always ,I and kranthi used to have a lot of verbal war.... (well there were many things to be discussed which could never happen without our verbal war) ...
There were times when I never used to listen to the the lectures but busy drafting good peoms and also whiling away time reading Quality novels (hmmm. ... I guess reading those novels helped me to secure good %age in BTech ..... Thanks to those sweet last benches and those good novels .... ) .. And when ever I used to get bored of the classes .....I just used to pick my bag and...rush out of class getting ready to go home instead of listening to those classes ...and end up having a peacful nap in my home .... ! There were times when i used to tickel Neehu while class was seriously going on..and then , of sudden tickle ... neehu used to utter some unknow sounds ...which would make the lecturer ask , what was going on ...
Kranthi , Pooja I and Pooja II and Vasu ...they used to prefer sitting in the first two benches ...and when HOD is due to take a class.... Our dear CR , rushes behind to see if there is any vacant seat left in the last benches so that she could join us.....
Then , the HOD .... whose classes are always based on the Side haedings of our text book....would be a lucky person, in whose exams ... no one would ever have had any back logs... He had always 100% pass percentage.... But everytime just before his exams we used to always cry out to God to save us ...... hmmmmm.......

....Warning from BRECW --- IT ' 03 ---CR------ A Few Memorable People in our class...

......This is to certify that ....WE IT'ans ....Have two prominent figures in our Well Mannered Class Room.... They are the Most prominent figures of our Class who are never ignored by any one in our department And you know them very well....becoz writing their names here will make them feel bad...and more over even if I write their names...every one reading will come to know the secret and this would increase their popularity which will make them FAMOUS ..and I guess no one would like them to be famous....Coz we are bad at popularizing people...right ????? Yeah!!!... so guys just think and ponder over and try to recollect about those girls who only sit in the first two benches.!

....The countdown begins ... 5 , 4 , 3 , 2, 1 .....

Respected CR , we still miss you and your favorite friend.... who are like ever-ready battery...behind the lecturers and the H-O-D . We respect your feeling and also your due care towards the Class responsibility, well XXXX is your best friend and you have ended up enjoing with her ....

Our dear ...sweet ...and cute friend XXXX , we really feel very happy if your would help every one to swing to your tunes and enabling us to get more marks even though we dont write the correct answers! .....The way you used to smile and make us feel happy was an extra ordinary experince which we IT'ian had.....When no one used to be around you ... you would take all the pains to speak to us .....really that was very nice of you...cheers !!!
... Next....comes our ...all time favorite... Giri....the special person in the class..who used to outbeat everyone in humor ,that we used to have...a very funloving person sitting beside our "Dream Girl " ....

The most Sincere Student award Goes to "Vasu", who was either engrossed in the lecturer's classes , or bit busy reading the novels ....and tring to finish them up as early as possible, thereby giving chance to me to read it.... !

How can we forget to mention the most beautiful,sweet and **** girl of our class...... and my bench mate ...... "Deepu"...and the most adorable girl "Situ " ???? The un-ending slangs which they used to use in the class and also the way they used to speak with the lecturers ..... ?? Their expensive dresses and also their woderful melodrama which used to feel as though they were trying to build up some kinda quality time ending with their talk ?

The most studio ...of our class... Neehu ... The un-usual person to be with and also the most un-usual girl who was always ..seroiusly.... always dedicated and also filled the 4 yrs of BTech with her awsome books.....writing all the running notes carefully , and will never miss out any point that the lecturer tells....rather the extreme person in our class...... Whose notes would be always useful for us during the internal exams... and many of us had the experince of taking a photocopy of her notes which would be of real use.... (... Dont forget... I was the person who sat beside her for 4 long years... and also helped her never to sit in the first bench ....rather to take a seat that was usually the last bench ...but still ...... I never Changed ..... ha ha ha ha ha ..) ..Coming to the most interesting things of Neehu ...I can tell more about her b'coz I literally was with her from morning 9 to evening 4 ...all through those 4 yrs... ... There was a time when we had to go to library and renew some book and were also reffering to a few books in the reference section...and without second thought....She just brough off the book from the refernce section....Even we dint know that... and after a couple of minutes ..she remebered what she had done... and was too scared to keep that book with her....and she , immediately ran to library and kept the book in the correct place without the librarian noticing her .... (Well , we usually see to it that if we had taken any book unknowingly , people usually never bother to return it back... but neehu .. was not like that ..she is a good girl na ... so she went and kept it back )....hmmmmm.....

And are a few more candidates who have enlightened our class and filled our BTech with all the memories which can never be erased ...Love you all friends....Miss you very much....

Some Moments Leashed ...Part II

.... Getting on to another side of our BTech days.... was the lab internals and externals... We being CSIT Students used to always feel as thought the Electronics Practicals was not of that importance for us !
The EDC lab, LDIC Lab,then followed by the Microprocessor lab....and so on and so forth...which was as though going to a picnic place which was never known to us !... Finally, even though we do the experiments correctly during the class hours, we never used to get the correct output in the internal exam nor in the externals...... Only source of survival was to get deeply involved in repeating the experiments "n" number of times before the Externals were near ....The Saviour of our class ...our respectful CR used to see to it that we get the minimum syllabus for our exams..be it internals or the external lab exams..... The main person who used to be behind the lecturers for Good to complete the portions ..... The person who never allowed us to bunk the classes in the first two years of our college...(plz dnt get on nerves CR when you read this)..She was the best person bestowed with all good qualities of a perfect CR .... Guys! ...i guess you still remember the full form of what CR stands for !!! :)
Well........So where to start off again.... This seems to be an inending ocean of fun which we had .. and i will like to cover them in my blogs ....
...Miss you Friends ......hope ....to write again ...

My Second Demo !!! ..... A Seriously Disaster!

Well this is the second demo that i gave in my second semester....Our project was related to a searchengine .....which used almost all the dataStructures whihc were present....Through God's Grace I had completed the project through hook-or-crook..... The day of my project was nearing....and I was never so tensed or upset to give a normal demo![well half of our time its like we keep giving so many seminars that i lost stage fear..... but always miss to show some hand gestures :) ]....Gossssh! we heard that we had two eavluators for our demo..... this increased my fear......and I was the first person to give the demo in my team.....and i dont know whether I was lucky to be the first or .....my luck was in vain ????
....The System was booted properly by my team mate...and the demo had to be started ......
I took a deep breath and start off with a "jhkaaas" introduction.....I started with the procedure of how a searchengine works etc.
I managed to skip the evaluators eyes for a while a thought that I was able to handle it better if not in the wrong direction...I was able to divert my evaluators attention completely...into the project and then...started executing the project.....everythiong went well...and then came the most important things in the demo......the viva............ahhhhhhahhhhhhh!..
I will not name my evaluators.....lets say ...they are Mrs. X and Ms. Y...Ms.Y is actually our senior who is working as a temporary TA in our college....She is placed in TCS and IBM.... and Mrs.X is a full time Mentor...and our team evaluator..
.... The firing started...
1. whatt is manner in which you are trying to seggregate the words,urls,images etc from the website.....?
I answered the entire procedure...of the indexer,crawler and the search...

2. Why are you saving the data from the datastructures into a file(...well file is our database here) and then again calling the data from the file into the data structure...

I managed to answer something...but it was not the correct answer...and i cam eto know that as my other teammates were answering !

3. What is a hash function????

....[this is something which I knew very well....the answer came ....but i was unable to speak it out and i was standing like a dumb girl in front of every one...and was trying to look around at all my teammates..... they wern't giving me any signal also....]

4. Show me the code for your hash function and the tree structure.?

I scrolled my code down......and they watched....then suddenly Ms.Y posed one Q,

did you code this ??? ...i said yes madam

Well can you explain that to me ??? I said yes again and just started string at the code.... everything was blamk for me.... I was more amused to see taht code and then thought for a while..... did I code this stufff????? and immediately another madam said..... If you have coded this why are you unable to explain ? I said ... I coded that madam...but..... (and was dumb again )...then she probably was damn angry at me and said ... did you copy....??? ... I was shocked to hear that...only one thing was lingering in my mind ..... How could she say like that ???? ....I was shocked to hear that only tears were left ..... nothing else..... i just saw others sitting mumb...

Then another question was fired..... What type of tree are you using inyour datastructures part.. ?

I said , Binary tree...

Are you sure ?

....hmmm I mean,I am using Binary Search tree madam...

Ok! What is the difference between binary tree and binary search tree ?

I said, BT is a tree that has maximum of two children . And immediately she said... then what is BST used for.. ? I told, BST is used to search efficiently ...

she said again, then you mean that BT is not BST ...

In confusion , i said yes. And I was unable to even think and give the correct answer also...

Then, what is hash function...?

I told them about hash table, which was wrong answer..

She was totally fumed up!

and then started asking me , wht does Finite state machine mean ?

I answered her question.

She asked me to draw a FSM for one type of FSM given. Wrote that also (but i dint know how far that was right!)

Then she asked me why we use FSM... i said ..to build compilers.

She said to conclude..

I said ...from this project I have learnt to see the code first beforing giving the demo..

She was fumed up again...and said... You havent learnt anything else in java ?

I said, Yes... i learnt about datastructues in java......In heart of heart i was cursing .....as to why i am the first person to give the demo.... and then the smile was on....and i stated that the project was good way to learnt java.....

She said ...Ok ...you may leave...

I was too happy as soon as she told me to leave.... It was like heaven for me to get back to my place.....................and then came my next team mate chance........which was just like me....

SOME MOMENTS --- LEASHED!

My most memorable days ...were the ones that I cherished in my B.Tech !Well..Studying BTech was really an awesome experience with all you guys !....
Dear friends ... miss you all!
All you guys ....who really stuck by me ....all through my happy and bad times.....I wish I had been with you guys all through..... Miss you all very much.....!
It really takes time to ponder over those immense moments which we had together ... sitting in those last benches of our class ..... continuously irritating the lecturers and posing as though we really were attentive to all their lectures...
The most important class of our 4 years.... HOD class..... ITNM,STM,SPM,SE...well hope you guys still remember those fantastic classes and those 60 minutes of humor and fun that we had...and the usual slag of our Sir ...."STUDENTS ANY DOUBTS ?????" ...One more incident.....of our sir ....who was not able to come out his staffroom....... those internal papers which were given by him......the unexplainable Questions which could never be answered in one single sheet of the page that was provided...and we asking for additional papers when we never granted any and never able to answer the entire questions given in the Internal paper...... More over...studying hard for our HOD internal exam was too good...we never had any time left to understand the Newspaper oops.. i mean the question paper...
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Well ...those days just rolled by.....now one knew or even realized how quickly time passed ...

Then next comes our favorite Maths Sir, who used to teach like as though it just a 15 mins class.......and the way we used to complete the problems which looked too simple.....but had lot of importance through examination point of view...

The freshers and farewell were a part of celebration for us ....because ..every time we used to take permission from our HOD and buck classes right royally..........the skit which had performed.....that "Vasu" had drafted ...that was the one which I could never ever forget in my life!

PS : To be continued.......pls do read it guys !!!

Friends - An important Instrument for me to be what i am!

Even though we had pretty tight shedules....i had to just find friends in the place were i am supposed to be for 2 more years! and staying mumb and silent was not the way i am supposed to be..! For the time being i just made a few friends ...whom i just cant forget in my life! Our ratios were 90:10.
In such HUGE world ..God could only pick a handful of girls and sent them to MSIT ??? This was the question I always used to ask God !The starting days of MSIT were really bad for me ..coz i never hand any one with with i could just pour my feelings to!
I never felt bad or sad of going to college or school ... but .. this time i was really feeling too lonely ... but every day .. there was a new hope which pushed through .....
The hope that kept building my faith ..helped me in finding good friends...
We used to make it a point to hunt for the "best - unhygenic pani puri bandi".And we found one such ...where we used to go even it was pretty late for us in the night!
We used to enjoy a lot .... one such memorable friend is "shravs".. who was real fun to be with!She was an angel... but dont know why...she is not with us..probably God wanted her to be in a better place that this course... We still miss her prescence a lot... And pray that she does well in her MBA program!
The list of friends just keeps on growing dynamically and I hope that i would surely write about them in my coming blogs!
Now I feel that friends are not best of your life....they a part and parcel of life ..and when they are not..life becomes too tawdry

SURVIVAL OF THE FITTEST !!

well...... an unexpected journey....what to say!!! Cant decide whether its an unfortunate one or a fortunate time to explore myself ???? Time just passed away ...i dint even think of what "time" would gift me!
Life's turning point came when i just started off...reading an article ..and suddenly an emotional statement from my father ... to continue my higher studies ! Well, actually that was my plan ....to do MS ...and in slip of toungue , I said.. either i'll do MS in US or MS in Hyd'bad..
Gossssh!!!...
This was the time when I was handed a newspaper....which said...MSIT in hyderbad....[this was a thrilling news for my parents ,but not for me]..I never thought that in my absent-mindedness ,the words that i speak will turn out to be true!!
here was hell lotta fight and fears within me! I just could not understand what was going on!
Enrollment for the admission process :
Life turned to be very crucial this time ..no turning point from the clutches of struggle! Everthing went out smoothly... And when the time came for me to appear for the exam... i was pretty sure that if i get thou' this ..ill have to continue with it! And after all...its a known fact that we never read ....till the d-day of the exam! .. i scored pretty good marks in the online exam.. (those were the marks i thought ill get !.. i was damn sure about the marks) but never expected that ill get into the next round...
Well..lemme tell .. there were atually 3 stages for a student to get into this particular course...the first one was ..based on verbal,non verbal,reasoning and aptitude.. the second round was reg. language skills..and was almost in the pattern of toefl exam ..the third was a preperatory course which if a student clears then ..he can do the mains for further details ...check this out www.msitprogram.net !
I cleared all the two rounds ...and was ready for the last round ...the prep course!
I never thought ,ill enter into a course where all through my time i need to just sit in front of the system..and...complete the work that was assigned..(well ..that is mostly done in the software companies...but still...being a fun-loving gal..i wished i were a bit more time for enjoyment) ...
Those were the hetic two months where we just were strained a lot!..we had to get adjusted to the timings...(from morning 9 to night 8....plz dont get panic)...and then ..trying to adjust to the environment was a bit tough ...For the first time in my life i was seeing a huge crowd coming from various places of Andhra. I hadn't seen such vast diversification ..
We had to manage our timings...submit our daily tasks ....travel in hetic traffic....and what not.... everything was kinnda fun here and at the same time... we were being tested ..whether we were capable of the coming program!
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you !!!!!

You are the one I count not forget

Even at the last breath I take

You're the one my heart longs for

Because I found real joy in you