Monday, December 29, 2008

"It" - a feeling

It was this which started falling and crying
For someone who has been rejected and cast away
Life was everything  for it...
And it just kept moving from one place to another,
Many of them had not given time 
Neither has taken time to understand...
And so was this feeling,
Among two of them ...
One was always busy and exhausted in life,
And never had time 
Where the other craved and longed for being together.
Time just passed ...
Unknown and unheard...
Both of them just lived by...
One always said .. and the other always heard...
One always wanted the other to be happy but the other never expressed,
One always poured out .. but the other always silent...
One day .. there was contamination of it
which always wanted to flow,
But was never given a chance among them both.
it was love  which bonded them , but the other always tried to ignore this feeling.
Love was rejected,
Bittered and poisened...
It flowed as pain ....
But still pain could not hold the poison.. beacuse ...t'was love that lived in her life .


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It is not wrong to love... love only flows because it needs life..
If you hold love in life ... it becomes unheard and unreached to others...
Let love always flow.. like the river
Because It will only bring in more and more love..


End of year !

As this year ends ... in the wee hours of sleep and calm,
There's a sweet small way to bring and gather 
All that we have harvested and reaped.
The most wonderful days 
Which God has given
And has bestowed upon me..
His Blessings which 
I'd like to thank Him ... for all he has given me.

All our days are numbered and counted...
We live like the grass which withers away
but even then ,
He shows his concern and protects us 
From all perils of the world 

His mercies extend to every corner of our life
He dwells in us - the unrighteous.
He guides us .. and shows us the path - even though we are blind
He loves us with unconditional love... even though we forsake Him
He is Ominipotent and still we forget ...

Deep down my heart...
There's only one word,
Thank you My Dear Lord...
For every best thing 
that you've given me
In a SMALL BUNDLE CALLED LIFE..

~~ Angie ~~

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

For Life... I preserve !

For all that you'd wished
For all the times that left 
An un-fulfilled dream ,
For all things you listed out 
To keep cherishing them 
All through your life...
I preserve all those ..... 
For my Life as your memory !

For all the wonderful moments 
That you missed to enjoy,
For all the blunders 
That made you wonder ; 
and kept you in awe !
All those I capture 
and preserve it in My life..

For the times that
I never was there with you...
For the times when you cried and 
Wished me to stay by you....
For all those moments which were unfinished !
I remain in those incomplete moments
Where You'd never want me to be
and would still stay in those borken glass pieces
Which would make me shine in your life..
All these I preserve .. 
For my life !

~~Angie~~

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

~~! Memories ! ~~

Memories are truly treasured ones's
And there no reasons to get away from it
Life has filled pages with history and memories...
I leave the good ones for u ..
And all of them are treasured for me...
I hold them close to heart
i sob and smile
But still they
flicker....
like shining stars
in my day light!

I really ...Miss my frd.

~Angie

The Animal Kingdom







Nature's Ultimate Paradise ..

Just imagine that we were the sole creatures living in this vast planet. Yep ! i guess one can just think of only people where every he sees. But this is absolutely true. We have been engrossed so busily in our work and always busy in making money and buying new gadgets and inventing new ones.
This seem to be so silly for us , but this is the fact that we tend to forget the other creatures living in this beautiful planet - Earth.

My long lasting wishes in life are:
1. To go on a world tour - I wish to see all the places on this Earth. God has created this beautiful planet so that man cud be happy . I do not know about others but i strongly believe in living only this life to the fullest coz, we never know whats ahead of us.
2. To visit all the safari's of the world (esp. the African Safari)
3. See all the deep blue seas and the Dolphins...(just love them)

I know its pretty insane to dream about all this , but yes ! i am insane and i wish and pray to God that all these wishes of mine would be fulfilled.
I was watching a clip on Safari, It was about hunting a Loin in the Safari. Man has not become intelligent but seeing all this we can tell that , man has never ever tried to think what would happen if that creature would live on this earth. It was so devastating to see the poor innocent creature being killed and shooted.




This video brings out the various animals which cud be spotted in a typical African Safari...

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

No lines left.. if i were away from you..

Thinking of those wonderful days when we had be near

no sorrow ,no fear...no shedding of a silent tear...

no measure of slightest pain that would make us unhappy...dear...

Life seems to be tought and tough ,

As we keep geeting down the years...

There's so much to learn

But no time to spare

For:

A moment that is delightly shared....

No roses , no grass

but only thorns in the path of life

for which we need to strive

to make the path in life

where:

The meadows be green

and the air so clean

The flowers will bloom

And,so life will bloom.......

Cheer up! for every thing

Cheer up ! for being so far..

cheer up !

'cause if we had been near

There wouldn't be these lines for you .....with my dear..

~Angie
[written when i was away from home]

Monday, November 17, 2008

When Life gives another chance...
Would i ever be as I am ?
When people all around you...
Pin-point for you're stupidity,
Would I never sob a silent sigh? 
When small things make my life happy and gay.....
Would i ever complaint 
For those severe bad times that made me gloomy and mad ?
When I turn around to see ,
Who's with me....
In my path of Life..
Would i ever see You , 
Who promised me
To Stand all thorugh my life ?
Will i never see you 
Again - With the same smile on your face -
Which would make me leap in joy ?
Can I still count on those times,
When you'd said 
"I'll be there !" 
And never turn repiled back ,
When i needed you the most !
Can I still hope to 
keep waiting for your're call all nite long..
And end up ...
Having sleepless nites for the brand new day?

Why do I still hope
For the unsaid things and 
Unheard voice ,
which only hurts and 
makes my soul yell in pain ?
I'd never made you feel that I am stranger in your life
But yet - 
I get back the same:
Why dont life make things easy -
Instead of making it UNPREDICTABLE !


~Angie ~

Thursday, November 13, 2008

~~~ My Qoutes Preserved ~~~

If you can still get bribed chocolates , If u still love receiving frds and parents.... like being Cajoled and pampered... Still like to miss classes and hate to give exams every year.... for Us....... Its our Day

One of the hardest things in life
Is having words in your heart
That you can’t utter. - James Earl Jones

My life has a superb cast but I can’t figure out the plot. - Ashleigh Brilliant

As we struggle to make sense of things, life looks on in repose. - Author Unknown

Living involves tearing up one rough draft after another. - Author Unknown

You will never be happy
if you continue
to search for what happiness consists of.
You will never live
if you are looking
for the meaning of life.
- Albert Camus

Human life is purely a matter of deciding what’s important to you. - Anonymous

It really changed my life. When we split up, something changed, permanently, in me. My heart sort of broke that day, and it will never be the same.

“Sometimes the littlest thing in life changes something forever and there will be times when you wish you can go back to how things used to be but you just can't because things have changed so much.”

In three words I can sum up everything I’ve learned about life.
It goes on. - Robert Frost

And in the end it's not the years in your life that count. It's the life in your years.


People liked to be loved and cajoled by their dear friends... Never Hurt them or their feelings...


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Life is losing Expected things and doing Unexpected things

Divert your Emotion Taste the Succsess Rock the "LIFE"
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Tuesday, October 14, 2008

Jo baathein dil se nikal jaathi hain,
Jo aakhe bina kuch deeke samajh jaathi hain,
Jo dil bina dhadke , dhadakan ko sun lethi hain,
Use hi ko , hum dost kaa naam de dete hain!



~~ Angie ~~

Monday, October 13, 2008


Kabhi kisi ko itna dil se na chaaha
karo kyunki jab dil toot jata hain
To aasu bhi tera saath nahi dete hain !



~~ Angie ~~

Zindigi ..kis ka naam hain ?



Kuch lamhe zindigi badal deeti hain..
Aur kuch dost bana deti hain..
Jitna hum kisi ko chahate hain
kuch lamhe saath nahi dete,
jo lamhe beeth jaathe hain...
woh ek yaad ban jaati hain ...
Aur baki ko hum "zindigi" ka naaam dete hain !!



~~ Angie ~~

Wednesday, October 8, 2008

~~~Life's a Paradise on Earth~~~

As i walked down the road..
Humming the song of hope..
I looked out ...
And lo!
I saw Paradise on Earth !

When i wished for a dream come true..
When i looked out from the blues..
I saw Hope and Peace .. Entering into my lil world ..
and I saw paradise then ...

Every lil things we do
Brings us joy ..
Every moment of time we've
Should be treasured..and tried!
Then is what we can know
What Paradise is all about..

Lil helping hands..
Wanted soul to love...
wishing good luck to all..
this is all we want!
When there's fear...and when u shed a silent tear...
unknowingly, there's someone to hold it for you .....
Wishing you all the luck and love in life..
then we feel ,
Life's a Paradise...

~angie..

Wednesday, October 1, 2008

Pages of Life !

Too little to understand.. To little time for forgivness
Too much time in quarrels and too much time at the brook ....
Setting out all our tears!

Never do we sigh ..
Never do we cry...

When we have pain 
Deeply rooted in our hearts..

New is the world..
When silence is surronded in our lives..

Life turns to be too twisted 
When there's no one to hold your hand
Even though you stretch you hand as far as you can...

Life is all about making choices, compromsies and 
Then we will only see that our life is lived 
At the expense of others..!

May be I might be able to see a smile on others faces...
May be I might strive to help people stick together...
May be I might be a 'lil harsh when all the time I spend for others..

But - 
    All my feelings and distress ...
    Remainds unearthed...
    Only thru' 
    My Pages of Life ..!

My pages are- 
   The artwork 
   Where I  sketch 
   To see which work fits in..
   And how colors are filled in them..

   
But - 
  Some Day.. this artwork 
  Is also in Vain..
  Which has only the memories in it..
  And then, 
  Some one will be reading them along..
  Sighing a silent tear ..
  Without knowing 
   What will life bring to him..
   At the end of the Page..
  
- angie

Monday, September 29, 2008

Life... ?


Its so natural for a person to get attached to someone whom we never know.. ! 
Can you ever dream about a person who keeps poping up in your dreams and try to ask unexpected questions and then try to say to you that "I'll be ther for you !" .. hmm it may seem to be a mystery and it will continue to be also! .. Did you ever ponder over for a moment that we've been living this life not to eat drink and enjoy life,  but so see much more than that  ? Did you ever understand that we've been always entangled and twisted in our relationships and at every walk of our life , we see many people walking in and out of our life.. and we still try to frame the footsteps of only a few of them. These footsteps are which are framed are hard to change and very difficult to forget all thru' our lives..
Ever since there were uncountable moments that we spend... we try to remember only those which have pircked our souls somewhere down the line.. We tend to be happy with life always forgetting what went wrong and remembering to enjoi the way life gifts us, but when we remember a bad incident, it makes even the happy soul to drink the cup of pain and tears...
There are always twists and turns in our lives and life is not always a "properly constructed road" on which we can happily tread and see only the workers working on the damaged road..
It's we who need to work for our life's construction.. Its hard to sit and think to construct the correct route map for our goal , but it always a good way to just keep walking along the path and then setting the unfurnished road into pathway of success. There are thorns and thistels  along with budding roses.. Its all about your design which makes life a COMPLETE SUCCESS.. We need to decide who walks into our live (whether its a person or a problem ) and never repend on what has happned. Be happy for eveything that we've got in life.. the best way to be happy is to compare ourselves with the underperveledged who have no voice to speak out and cry for help...
Life is Gift of God .. Treasure Every moment of it... God is busy taking pictures of us.. so we need to be happy ...!

FootSteps in My life!


The path which we've tread is unknown
And we've never thought
Of meeting in such a place ...
Our paths were converging to the same goal... 
but still i never realsied even in my dreams 
that i'll get so close to you!

We had many footsteps ..
which have crept in and out of our lives..
May be i was never one among those in your life
and neither were you a part of them until recent times.
Now that your steps have had made an impact in mine..
hope that they will render unerazed..

Every minute of your smile spoke so many things..
They'd made me to turn my tears to glee
The funny faces which you put on ..
Reminded me that life was so simple to be with a person like you..
and always to smile away every moment along..

I'd never drempt to stay 
Without sharing my feelings with you.
There's some kind of happiness that drives me towards the state of well being..
There's something unpredictable about you ...

Youre footsteps are unerazed 
And your memories are my treasures
Which God has gifted them to me .. 
In bundle of life...!


~~ Angie ~~ 

Some times life teches us to remain unuttered and ... it helps us to calm even in the times of trials....





Tuesday, June 3, 2008

A few Questions from My frds who attended TCS interview.....

What are OS functions?
whats an OS
wats a DBMS
functions of DBMS
Normalization
write a C program on Fibonacci series
flowchart to find the greatest numbers in a given set of number
whats networking
whats the difference between LAN and WAN
what are joins
OOPs concepts
How to implement multiple inheritance in java
difference between java and Cpp
can a table have more primary keys
if yes how?

<-by aadi >

[even I was being asked these questions in the flow of interview.....]

Life's a Journey.......

Life is a Journey
From once proximal end to other.
Life is a Journey
You are the traveler.
Life is a Journey
Your thoughts directs, Your way in the journey.
Your virtue will be the fodder for your thoughts
Which directs your way in the journey
Life is a Journey unpredictable journey where
You can't predict when you will start the
Journey and end the journey.
Life is a Journey and the time taken in the journey
is the only time for you to reach your destiny.
Life is a Journey Unavoidable journey.
The way in which you want, you may travel and the
Way in which you will travel will show your destiny
And so, try to travel in the way by which you can reach
Your destiny.

- Poem by Narendra Kuppan

Life's indeed a journey and we are travellers... My Life is always filled with a big big packet of Blessings which God has bestowed on me at the RIGHT time.. a few memories were the time when got a good place to do my Masters and now a bonus when i got placed in TCS where i am with my friends who got placed when we were in Engineering

I'd like to save down the entire experience of my Interview.

TAGGED BY TCS-

We had a written test which was for about 90 mins and we though that it was pretty difficult to clear it. Well we did clear that and it wa svery very nice to see almost the same models were repeated and we were lucky enuf that we solved the previous papers.
(NB: Solve all the previous papers...)

There were totally three rounds after the written exam. a) Technical Round b)Managerial round c) HR

As soon as i was called for the Technical round I really started feeling too nervous and this made me forget almost everything that i studied. I also was feeling too scared that if i were being asked to write the code for Datastructures and the sorting searching techniques then i wud hv been blank. Well, one thing i never left ... my confidence and my "take lite " attitude.
I faced the interviewer. She looked pretty strict but was very friendly. She asked me tell me about myself.. and I started it off well. This question made me feel very happy and also help e forget all my fears!

Interviewer : Tell me about your hobbies?
Me: I like reading novels and writing diary. I started a new hobby of collecting the cadbury wrappers .
Interviewer : How many wrappers do u have?
Me: about 200 or more.
Interviewer :Do u even collect the chocolate wrappers?
Me: No mam' as they are very small
Interviewer :Are you from hyderabad?
Me: yes mam'
Interviewer :Tell me something about your projects?
(we have done about 6 projects and i had written abt three of them in my resume)
Me: The first one is the Snakes and Ladders Online Game which users are allowed to play once they register themselves. (i described abt the project with a proper diagram . She was satisfied)
Me: The next project was about the Mini search Engine. (THIS . This project is a very good and nice project which always fetches jobs in MSIT) . I expalianed her each and every module in this project and also explained where the links are between each module.
Interviewer : Why do you used this mini search engine when you have GOOGLE. (A standard expect question which our seniors hv told us to be aware of!)
ME: As we are developing this project for the HINDU newspaper site, all that they need is that which word is found in which page and for how many times. In GOOGLE we have lots of applications which are not useful for the Client. The mini search engine which we have developed is cheaper compared to GOOGLE which demands a lot of money.
Interviewer : So you are comfortable with C ?
Me: Yes mam'
Interviewer : What is a structure in C?
ME: A structure is a datatype which has a collection of all the datatypes.
Interviewer : What is a difference between Structure and an array?
Me: An array is a collection of homogeneous datatype and a structure is a collection of heterogeneous datatypes.
Interviewer : Can you write a structure ??
Me: Yes mam' (and wrote it down on a paper)
Interviewer : What is the difference between call by value and call by refrence? and write a program for the same.
Me: answered to her and wrote a simple program.
Interviewer : What are static, auto,extern,and register explain them!
Me: answered all but frgot what register does . so i told her that i m sorry mam' i can recollect what extern does.
Interviewer : Ok!
Me: What is the output of this program?

static int a=1;
main()
{
a++;
a++;
a++;
c=fun(a);
printf("%d",a);
}

int fun(int b)
{
b++;
b++;
return b;
}

Output :5

Interviewer : Ok! Do you have any questions for me?
ME: (i asked her name and asked her where she was working and she replied to my question)
Interviewer :how do u abt DP and EP?
Me: I did my intern in TCS mam'
Interviewer : OK! nice . What was u r internship abt?
Me: Worked for a live project and was given a small module.
Interviewer : Ok! any thing else?
Me: no mam' .
Interviewer : You may leave.
Me: thank you mam' for ur time in interviewing me ! (smiled and left)

One thing i cud feel is that i was very confident and cud straightly look into the interviewer's eyes and reply to all her questions confidently. This help me realized that MSIT sosftskills helped ma a lot.

MR round was scheduled at 4:45 for me.
I entered the room and was told to sit by the interviewer.
Interviewer :How are you doing?
ME: I am doing fine sir!
Interviewer : Can you tell me something about yourself?
Me: I come from a middle class family and both my parents are working.(he stopped me there abruptly and asked another Q)
Interviewer :how can you say that u come from a middle class family?
Me : Yes sir . I am from a middle class family. (he was not satisfied with my answer but told me to continue)
Me: Both my parents are working and my father is an asst. manager in HSBC and my mom is a vice-principal in a college. (again he stopped me....)
Interviewer : How can you say that u r from a middle class family when your parents are working and are in good posts?
Me: Sir, we indeed are from a middle class family and it took a lot of time in growing up to this state. I know how much trouble my parents have taken to get a status in the society. In short , we are from a middle class family as we are not like the Bill Gates or the Mittals who are born with a silver spoon.
Interviewer :Ok Ok!
Interviewer :Are you from Hyderabad?
Me:Yes sir!
Interviewer : Your engineering coll usually has TCS drive. What happened then? dint you write the exam?
ME: I wrote sir, but was not selected after the HR round was over..
Interviewer :SO this is u r second attempt...
Me: Yes sir! I feel i wasnt confident then , but now MSIT has gifted me with many skills...and now i am very confident abt myself.
Interviewer :
Interviewer : what is the project that you are doing as of now?
Me: Its GAP Analysis sir!
Interviewer :What is it about?
Me: It's about the online exam for APIIIT students to bridge the gap in their maths and English skills.
Interviewer : Is it a B2B or a B2C ?
Me: Sir, its a client-server model.
Interviewer : (shocked and laughed aloud) do u know what is B2B?
Me: Yes sir... Business to business.
Interviewer : (Explained me b2b and b2c with a few examples and i just was listening to him patiently with a big smile on my face.)
(I know that i made a big fool of myself... but... i just kept my face smile on! )
Me: (after listening to all his wisdom! i said ok sir! and smiled back!)
Interviewer : a cube of 8X8X8 was given and another cube of 2X2X2 was given and , now you have to place the 2X2X2 cube in the 8x8x8 cube. How many 2x2x2 cubes are needed.
ME: analysed for a while and just gave my logic but cud not give the correct answer.
Interviewer : Do you know the Fibonocii series?
ME: Yes sir!
Interviewer : Ok write them down.
Me: wrote them.
Interviewer : Draw a flowchart for thr fibnocci series
Me: (drew the flowchart and showed him )
Interviewer : what is the answer for the series : (x-a)(x-b)(x-c).......(x-z)= ?
Me: Zero sir!
Interviewer : How?
Me: some where in the series we get (x-x)=0...so the entire series turns out to be zero.
Interviewer :ok. Do you have any questions for me?
Me: Can i know u r good name sir and where u work ?
Interviewer :(told his name and where he worked)
Me: Thankq sir for interviewing me. I look forward for a positive reply from you!
Interviewer :Ya sure ! you wud be informed soon!
Me: Thank Q

HR round at 6:00 in the evening
Interviewer : Are you from Hyderabad?
Me: Yes mam'
Interviewer : So, what is your career object in life after 3yrs or 5yrs?
ME: To become a Team Lead.
Interviewer : Do you know what a team leader has to do ?
ME : yes mam' . A team lead has to manage his team well. He has to manage time, stress management, conflict management etc and above all he should motivate the team members who aren't working well.
Interviewer : Do you believe in being Diplomatic ?
Me: Yes mam'. We have to some times tell a few things which a teammate does and should not be done by him. We need to tell him without hurting his feelings and then this will help him to realize his mistake and wud nt repeat the same!
Interviewer : What are your attributes?
Me: I am amicable, confident and a person who maintains proper relationships with people.
Interviewer : Where do you want to work? In north India, south India East India west India or Out of India.??
Me:Anywhere mam' I am mobile.
Interviewer :WHat if your family wants you to work in Hyderabad?
Me: I need a job and want to be independent and i like to make my career. Till now i am a
spinster and have no issues from my family for relocation. the rest i will be able to handle.
Interviewer : What will you do if u r in Delhi and you family in Hyd wanted you to cum immediately because of some emergence and you had to complete a project?
Me: I wud distribute my work in the team and wud ask for permission from my boss and allow him to grant me leave so that i can go and visit my family who is in emergency.

She spoke about the service bonds of two years and ask me whether i had any questions... I just asked her name..she told me the name and said that I cud leave.. I wished her thankQ and left the room.

After this.. we still had many candidate dto be interwied and this took place also the next day... Results were out the next day (1st June)at 12:45 pm in th nite.. and i was informed by my frd tht i was selected.



Saturday, May 3, 2008

..

Life goes through changes so fast, you think your life is great, than one of your best friends dies. Then you think you found someone you truly love, only to figure out, she doesn't love you back. You cry and cry and cry, but nothing changes. You realize, that you must accept things for what they are, and what they have made you become. Everything in life changes you in some way. Even the smallest things. If you do not accept these changes, you do not accept yourself. For through these changes brings new and greater things to you, making you wiser, as time progresses. To avoid these changes is a loss. You only live your life once. Do not waste a minute of it avoiding things. Let them come to you, and learn from them. There's always tomorrow.









"Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being "in love" which any of us can convince ourselves we are.
Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident. Your mother and I had it, we had roots that grew towards each other underground, and when all the pretty blossom had fallen from our branches we found that we were one tree and not two.
- Captain Corelli's Mandolin. "Love is the beauty of the soul."

Tuesday, April 29, 2008

Positives..... ?? ?? ? ??

ABLE EAGER KIND RATIONAL ACCEPTING EASY-GOING
LEARNING REALISTIC ACCURATE EFFICIENT LEISURELY
REASONABLE ADAPTABLE EMPATHIC LIGHT-HEARTED
REFLECTIVE ADVENTUROUS ENERGETIC LIKABLE RELAXED
AFFECTIONATE ENTERPRISING LOGICAL RELIABLE ALERT
ENTHUSIASTIC LOVABLE RESERVED AMBITIOUS FAIR-MINDED
LOVING RESOURCEFUL ARTISTIC FAITHFUL MATURE
RESPONSIBLE ASSERTIVE FIT MERRY ROBUST ATTRACTIVE
FLEXIBLE METHODICAL SELF-CONTROLLED BOLD FORGIVING
METICULOUS SENSIBLE BROAD-MINDED FREE MILD SEXY
CALM FRIENDLY MODERATE SINCERE CAPABLE FULFILLED
MODEST SOCIABLE CANDID FUNNY NATURAL SPECIAL
CAREFUL GENEROUS NEAT SPONTANEOUS CARING GENTLE
NON-JUDGMENTAL SPUNKY CAUTIOUS GLAD NURTURING
STABLE CHARMING GOOD-NATURED OPEN-MINDED STRONG
CHEERFUL GROWING OPTIMISTIC TACTFUL CHILDLIKE
HAPPY ORGANIZED TALENTED CLEAR-THINKING HEALTHY
ORIGINAL TENACIOUS CLEVER HELPFUL OUTGOING
THANKFUL COMPASSIONATE HONEST PATIENT THOROUGH
COMPETENT HOPEFUL PEACEFUL TOLERANT CONFIDENT
HUMOROUS PERSEVERING TRUSTING CONSCIENTIOUS
IDEALISTIC PERSISTENT TRUSTWORTHY CONSIDERATE
IMAGINATIVE PLEASANT UNDERSTANDING COOPERATIVE
INDEPENDENT POLITE UNINHIBITED COURAGEOUS
INDIVIDUALISTIC POSITIVE UNIQUE CREATIVE INDUSTRIOUS
PRACTICAL VERSATILE CURIOUS INFORMAL PRECISE WARM
DEPENDABLE INGENIOUS PROGRESSIVE WHOLE DETERMINED
INTELLIGENT PUNCTUAL WITTY DYNAMIC INVENTIVE
QUIET ZANY

Monday, April 14, 2008

3 Principals of which are always with us

Have you ever wondered as to why you are existing in this world ??? Did you ever think of Life's quality that we live?
Everyone has some or the other belief which stands as his/her checklist and which keeps correcting always.
I just want to jot down a few thoughts which i heard it from a Colonel . We see that every thing we do just revolves around the three points of truth ,Life , way.
These are the elements of our life.
Truth is something which we usually feel is bitter at times because it may have its own effects at times and it is really hard to accept truth. We simply give a new word for truth which now means "FACTS of LIFE". Yes! at times it's hard to gulp all the facts of life but it is really nice to see that we do feel relieved when we speak and utter right things in life. God has not made us robots, we still have the freedom to choose between right and wrong, good and bad- we need to decide. We are God's own hand-made creation and we do not descend from the apes and the monkeys. God is taken lots of time in making each and every one of us and this is TRUTH.
We see so many machines and electronic goods which man creates... all of them are just the same , they all are alike, no matter how much ever we change colours but everything that a man makes is the same. But that's not the case with God, he has made us unique and has taken a lot of time in making us special.

Life- ??
This is the second element.... God has not just created us , but he has given us life... even after we sinned and went away from God , His grace is abundant and he sent His Son to give us life .. and life in abundance...
It was said that a priest and a scientist (as there were only learned priests who were called as scientists) in 16 cent B.C. said that there are 13 dimensions... Ah! but no one took heed to his words. His theory was just written on paper but it wasn't accepted. Now , we all know that there are 4 dimensions(length, breadth, height, time) according to the science and experiments and the recent theories have stated that there are 13 dimensions and it is true by the Quantum Mechanics study.
Can you imagine if we had any one of these dimensions lacking in us....?
Can we think , how we would look if we had just the length,height and time as dimensions and we lacked from the dimension of breadth?

If we cannot just imagine how our life would be without these said dimensions , then imagine how painful would it be for our Heavenly Saviour to leave all this glory and riches and come to this sinful Earth just to save wretches like me and you. He has left all his glory, has left the authority and command , became like one among us and dwelt with us and yet was sinless.He paid the price for me , for my sins and has taken all the curse which was due to me. Life is now a clear one. A simple and plain life which had no sin in it. Every time we sin , we are getting away from God as He is sensitive to sin and withdraws himself from sin.

But He's always guiding us to see when we call HIM. He's anxious to see that we are waiting for HIS hand to be with us. This is the Way which we have to always tread along. Lord is awaiting for every one... with his arms open wide to be free from Sin , so that we'd be with Him ... because He loves us a lot....

God is always taking the pictures of ME from the wonderful heaven and So I am a Super Star for HIM....
He has Gifted all the blessings for me in a BIG BUNDLE called LIFE....

Friday, April 11, 2008

IF


IF you can keep your head when all about you
Are losing theirs and blaming it on you,
If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you,
But make allowance for their doubting too;
If you can wait and not be tired by waiting,
Or being lied about, don't deal in lies,
Or being hated, don't give way to hating,
And yet don't look too good, nor talk too wise:

If you can dream - and not make dreams your master;
If you can think - and not make thoughts your aim;
If you can meet with Triumph and Disaster
And treat those two impostors just the same;
If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken
Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools,
Or watch the things you gave your life to, broken,
And stoop and build 'em up with worn-out tools:

If you can make one heap of all your winnings
And risk it on one turn of pitch-and-toss,
And lose, and start again at your beginnings
And never breathe a word about your loss;
If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew
To serve your turn long after they are gone,
And so hold on when there is nothing in you
Except the Will which says to them: 'Hold on!'

If you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue,
' Or walk with Kings - nor lose the common touch,
if neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you,
If all men count with you, but none too much;
If you can fill the unforgiving minute
With sixty seconds' worth of distance run,
Yours is the Earth and everything that's in it,
And - which is more - you'll be a Man, my son!

Rudyard Kipling

Wednesday, April 9, 2008

You and ME ....


Lifehouse Lyrics
You And Me Lyrics

Big Bright Twenty-full life ?

They call it the "Quarter-life Crisis". It is when you stop going along with the crowd and start realizing that there are many things about yourself that you didn't know and may not like. You start feeling insecure and wonder where you will be in a year or two, but then get scared because you barely know where you are now. You start realizing that peple are selfish and that, maybe, those friends that you thought you were so close to aren't exactly the greatest people you have ever met, and the people you have lost touch with are some of the most important ones. What you don't recognize is that they are realizing that too, and aren't really cold, catty, mean or insincere, but that they are as confused as you. You look at your job....and it is not even close to what you thought you would be doing, or maybe you are looking for a job and realizing that you are going to have to start at the bottom and that scares you. Your opinions have gotten stronger. You see what other are doing and find yourself judging more than usual because suddenly you realize that you have certain boundaries in your life and are constantly adding things to your list of what is acceptable and what isn't. One minute, you are insecure and then the next, secure. You laugh and cry with the greatest force of your life. You feel alone and scared and confused. Suddenly, change is the enemy and you try and cling on to the past with dear life, but soon realize that the past is drifting further and further away, and there is nothing to do but stay where you are or move forward. You get your heart broken and wonder how someone you loved could do such damage to you. Or you lay in bed and wonder why you can't meet anyone decent enough that you want to get to know better. Or maybe you love someone but love someone else too and cannot figure out why your are doing this because you know that you aren't a bad person. One nightstands and random hook ups start to look cheap. Getting wasted and acting like an idiot starts to look pathetic. You go through the same emotions and questions over and over, and talk with your friends about the same topics because you cannnot seem to make a decision. You worry about loans, money, the future and making a life for yourself....and while winning the race would be great, right now you'd just like to be a contender! What you may not realize is that everyone reading this relates to it. We are in our best of times and our worst of times, trying as hard as we can to figure this whole thing out.............

posted by rolyn

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Once reading all this , t'was as clear as it cud be, Life is definitely not a bad option though it is being manipulate with various other issues. But I was exactly in this situation last year. I kept pondering over and over.. pondering as to what is my future... the friends who promised to stay with me are now just become the shadows of my past.. there's but a lil happiness that i met them and cherished the most wonderful moments in life. Happiness always gets a load of sadness with it and so is the case with sadness.. It just moves... a 1 tear is more worthwhile than the rest 1000 tears which have not been recognized well!!! You really feel nice if there is someone next to you holding your hand and pampering you all the time.. every one needs this affection and is always filled with emotions which they cannot share.

Life is more of adjustments and compromises.. We have to sacrifice our love at some point , sacrifice our emotions and let them sink deep into our heart.

Life is an en-sample that we that we set out to many around us. It cud be good or bad..

Life's an ocean but we concentrate more on the lil drops of happiness and comfort and lil words of appreciation that can make us happy and remain in the pages of our life.

Life is God's Gift and we don't have any right to "name" gifts given to us.

Life is all about meeting many people in life.. It's how well we stay with them and when there's no reciprocation of deeds and emotions.... what should we do??? (Keep pondering 'ver this)

Life is a blank sheet ........ We have to fill in all colors to look pretty exciting....... Black 'n' White colors are not the only option in Life.

Life's all about transactions where we have to be accountable to every thing we do (be it verbal or thru' deeds .... and I am the worst person who never think before speaking, thereby hurting many )

Life's ................................................... only road that will show where we have to travel...

Life is all about making decisions , few for us , few for others.

Life's gamble .... so play it with ethics.... Hack it well.......

Life is what we make it by our words and ideas.. what we speak is what happens in our life...

Faith is the seed of successful life

Friday, April 4, 2008

The vows of friendship

· “friends forever” she said
“friends forever” he said
8 yrs old and they made the vow to remain friends forever

· “ I need some room” she said
“I’ll back away” he said
10 yrs old and they made the vow to give each other space

· “does Tommy like me?” she asked
“I’ll find out” he said
12 yrs old and he made the vow to find out if Tommy liked her

· “he doesn’t love me anymore” she said
“ he doesn’t deserve u” he said
14 yrs old and he made the vow to love her forever

· “nobody love me” she said
“I know someone who does” he said
16 yrs old and he made the vow to love her forever

· “im getting married” she said
“I’ll be there” he said
18 yrs old and he made the vow to forever hold his peace

· “I got divorced yesterday” she said
“im here for u” he said
20 yrs old and he made the vow to be there for her forever

· “why doesn’t anyone love me?” she asked
“I have always loved u” he said
22 yrs old and he made the vow to keep on loving her

· “I could never love u” she said
“ I could never stop” he said
24 yrs old and he made the vow to never love again

· “I can never see u again” she said
“I can never live again” he said
26 yrs old and he made the vow to never live again

· “im sorry” she said
28 yrs old and he made the vow as he lay in an open casket

Ecclesiastes 3:11- He hath made every thing beautiful in his time ...

Think of the time when you were left-out,isolated and deserted by your loved ones and you had no place to go and cover your face and weep loudly? Did you ever come across a time when you could just gulp your tears and cry without making sounds?

Every situation we encounter in life is pre-planned and is destined by God. If we are in such a situation we will be able to understand others well. Every thing is beautiful in its own place. I feel that even being alone is apt for certain situations. People may never understand our feelings but there is one good friend who will always walk with you, talk with you and always there for us, stretching his hand out towards us,even though life had deprived us of all that we are eligible for or has not been right in what we deserved for!

It is said that God will give all that is due to us in the due time, He is not a partial God who will differentiate among His own creation. He has gifted every one equally. There are many people who have never tasted the feeling of sorrow or unhappiness ,I personally feel that they are really unlucky to see all shades in life. God is not a moron person who has just give us a day or just has given one season to enjoy. He has made life so colourful. He has added all the brightness so that mankind can enjoy and cherish them all throughout his life. If our parents (who are so earthly , and are just like us - made from dust of the earth) give us the best, how much more care will our Heavenly Father take in making things so special and is it not His plan which situation would suit us at what time??

God makes everything beautiful in His time.... He'll always hold us , but its we who always are slipping from our paths. He has never hated anyone, He hates sin but loves sinners. He is full of compassion and always ready to look when His child will come back and cry for Him. He is always waiting patiently to look when we will call unto Him so that He will send His angels to rescue! Isn't is amazing to see that God cares for a person who is as wretched as he can be ? I think even our parents , these days will not spare us if we did something wrong , and the very next second they will cajole us. Same is our God , who has been so kind in making us what we are.

Just ponder on the time when we ate an ice-cream which we never liked , or our friend did some thing which we hated the most and when they never cared for our feelings and our words ? How would it feel , will you not be hurt and the heart that care for would it not be bruised ? God also wants us to never nag and grumble on the situation and the surroundings in which we are !He will will feel bad on us and we don't have any right to Hurt a person who loves us and Has given life's best things.

I dint know what happened to me and why I have correlated everything here... But one thing of sure i would like to convey is that We are GOD'S Awesome Creation and God had planned everything perfectly in our lives. Even though we are in bad/worst situation we should never pollute God and make Him feel sorry that he has created us.

I am the BEST creation and GOD has taken a great time in making me.....

Best way to feel happy even when you are sad....

~ Listen to songs that give life and make your adrenaline go high...
~ Recollect all your sweet memories that you had with your loved ones and friends...
~ Go out of our own world and mingle with people who hurt you the most....
~ Never compromise for anything.....
~ If u are a food lover/chocolate lover/ice cream lover eat them and eat them as though it is exclusively made for you and you have the sole ownership.. Enjoi whatever you eat.
~ Never show your weakness...... ALWAYS CRY WHEN YOU ARE ALONE... BECAUSE VERY FEW PEOPLE UNDERSTAND THE VALUE OF YOUR TEARS.... never be lousy to protect yourself.

~ THINK OF GOD's ABUNDANT BLESSINGS that HE has BESTOWED ON US .... LIFE IS ONE OF THE BIGGEST GIFT WHICH HE HAD GIVEN US.

~ LOVE GOD .... HE alone is worthy of your love and HE will be the only one who will reciprocate back with YOU in a very EFFECTIVE manner.....

~ GIVE GOD WHAT IS RIGHT AND NOT WHAT IS LEFT... HE's THE BEST....


~ The secret of life is not just to live but have something worthwhile to live for. We only live once but if we live right, once is enough

Friday, March 7, 2008

An Emotional message that i found very true when i was reading.....

Dont you hate it when you treat someone with love and affection but never get anything in return?

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This is something that really bothers me. If I don't feel close to someone than I tend to be a little careless and distant. However, when I actually start developing a bond with him/her I begin having strong feelings of affection and would constantly do things trying to make that person feel happy and loved. I'm talking about anyone who you might feel very strongly attached to such as friends, family, boyfriend, girlfriend etc. What really bugs me is when you often try to be thoughtful but never receive anything in return. It annoys me so much! You do these things to make this person happy but they dont care about your happiness or for any of your emotional needs. I mean I can understand if that person is always busy but than again can it really be so difficult to think of someone else at least once in a while. I believe that you should get the same love and attention that you are giving to others. I would certainly expect something in return and it's not that I'm being selfish or doing things only to benefit myself in some way but I feel that when you do things in effort to make someone else happy than it's a way of showing them that you care and if this is so difficult for anyone to do than perhaps they dont care about you as much as they say. I enjoy it very much when something I do makes the people I care for feel good about themselves but than again if they dont even bother to do the same than it would make you feel unloved and unable to get yourself to keep doing more for them than they would for you. I am not really a demanding person but when it comes to such matters than yes I guess I fit into this category. Anyway I dont think that you should wait until that person gets upset to the point where they have to mention something about it because they feel a lack of love and appreciation coming from the one who means the world to them. It's not an easy thing to confront anyone about this matter either. The truth is that even if you do manage to say something it wont make much of a difference if any at all. When people act this way I feel that they're being inconsiderate or just cannot get themselves to sympathize with you. Something like this would surely cause me to grow cold and I would need to hide into my shell trying to protect myself from them. The most annoying part is when they act like it's not a big deal and try to shrug it off. Not only that but they add things such as "I really care about you" into the conversation which confuses me to no end. I hate liars and besides how is the other person supposed to know that you really care about them if you seem to value them the same as dirt. Most of the time I have noticed that people just do more to please you when there's something they want. You hope that they'd want to do it because they care but often that's not the case at all. How careless can another person possibly get? It's just showing how cold he/she is. Some people may say that not everyone is good at showing emotions but than again can it really be so hard to provide someone with reassurance and showing them that they actually mean something to you unless of course that's not really how you feel about that person in the first place. Tiny little thoughtful gestures really wont kill anyone. Well I guess a lot of this has to do with how different people are from each other. Almost always the individuals I have been closest to have had personalities much different from my own. Such differences have always gotten in the way causing conflict to arise. It's not that any person is right or wrong but if their views of life contradict than feelings are at risk of getting injured. In my opinion it's better to try and get close to those similar to yourself because this way there will be a better understanding from both sides and feelings would be spared.

Friday, January 11, 2008

Treasure hunt


Just think of a day when you woke up recollecting the dream that you drempt !! ...
hmmmm I don't know how many of us really think of what we have drempt.Life is too short and there are many things that surround us once we are involved in our daily schedule.
If you are the one who wants to travel somewhere where no one can disturb you , where you just want to gaze at the wonders of Nature probably you do not have penny in you pocket but dreams are the best place which will help us carry all through.
Life is a good teacher and dreams are the best part of life. It's not that we need to always laze around and never work.
My best time is dreaming and recollecting them as soon as I am off from my bed. It makes me feel good when Life has gifted the wonderful night's sleep and a imaginary place where i can be all my self, where no one will be behind me nor will any body disturb me.
Dreams are the best part of my life. I have had many a times recollected my dreams and have shared them with my friends.
Life just moves on....
We should take time and recollect every moment of life..
So give wings to dreams....and fly to the utmost part of the world...Like the butterfly

Monday, January 7, 2008

Silence .... ?? ? ?

This is one word which I can never practice in my life ....
Life is full of color, vigor and filled with joy and happiness..... So what is the need to keep silence ?
This is an unrecognized word that I can digest.There were many times that made me silent but I can't stay with it for too many days.Living in silence is like suiciding one's own self.
Turning my pages back, I can just count a handful of times that i sat silent and this was so bad, miserable.
Our life id in our hands. We can enjoy it to the full core or just sit mumb always and never utter a word or two even if your value is degraded.
Silence is a silent killer. It will take long time to make you weak and when you are in distress you will have no one around you to support you. You will not have any courage to even stand up for yourself.It is true to be silent but it is not true to remain always silent.Once you are silent you are trying to suppress all your feeling sin your heart.Feeling if suppressed,stir up strife against the person whom your angry with.Life indeed is not bed of roses but you have to make those roses to spread out the fragrance to the outside world , once you look at the thorns you will never be in a position to enjoy the beauty of the rose.
Life is what to want it to be. God has not been partial to anyone, nor has he given a person less happiness. He is universal Creator of everyone and has taken lot of care in making every one so special that no one has every thought about this! God is never partial, we are responsible of designing our lives and we should never give a chance so that in the long run we have to repent on ourselves. So live life to the fullest. Use some curves called "smile" so that the straight and boring lives will get a new look. This will indeed make us feel good Because God has made every one special and God loves you.