Silence .... ?? ? ?

This is one word which I can never practice in my life ....
Life is full of color, vigor and filled with joy and happiness..... So what is the need to keep silence ?
This is an unrecognized word that I can digest.There were many times that made me silent but I can't stay with it for too many days.Living in silence is like suiciding one's own self.
Turning my pages back, I can just count a handful of times that i sat silent and this was so bad, miserable.
Our life id in our hands. We can enjoy it to the full core or just sit mumb always and never utter a word or two even if your value is degraded.
Silence is a silent killer. It will take long time to make you weak and when you are in distress you will have no one around you to support you. You will not have any courage to even stand up for yourself.It is true to be silent but it is not true to remain always silent.Once you are silent you are trying to suppress all your feeling sin your heart.Feeling if suppressed,stir up strife against the person whom your angry with.Life indeed is not bed of roses but you have to make those roses to spread out the fragrance to the outside world , once you look at the thorns you will never be in a position to enjoy the beauty of the rose.
Life is what to want it to be. God has not been partial to anyone, nor has he given a person less happiness. He is universal Creator of everyone and has taken lot of care in making every one so special that no one has every thought about this! God is never partial, we are responsible of designing our lives and we should never give a chance so that in the long run we have to repent on ourselves. So live life to the fullest. Use some curves called "smile" so that the straight and boring lives will get a new look. This will indeed make us feel good Because God has made every one special and God loves you.